Holiday Break

Its been a relaxing first few days of holidays. Was more relieved that the exams are over and the first semester's ending. To be honest it's been a gruelling last few weeks. Though thats not the reason I have not been updating. I'm just lazy. >.<

Yesterday was the first day of Hari Raya. As the years passed and as I grew older, I'm starting to feel less excited for Hari Raya. Maybe the fact that I'm not close to my family members is one reason. Then again, I tend to shy away and sit at a dark corner during family meetings. That's just me. I only talk when I'm approached. Even then it would be awkward. Somehow I am rather silent and "unfriendly" in front of my relatives. Is this a different side of me that is finally showing? I don't know.

There's just something in me that's bothering and plaguing me but I don't know what it is. I guess this holiday period came at the right time. I really needed a peace of mind and to just put myself together. Maybe this is the time to rebuild myself. To know myself better and to understand others.

Hopefully everything will be fine.