Its been a relaxing first few days of holidays. Was more relieved that the exams are over and the first semester's ending. To be honest it's been a gruelling last few weeks. Though thats not the reason I have not been updating. I'm just lazy. >.<
Yesterday was the first day of Hari Raya. As the years passed and as I grew older, I'm starting to feel less excited for Hari Raya. Maybe the fact that I'm not close to my family members is one reason. Then again, I tend to shy away and sit at a dark corner during family meetings. That's just me. I only talk when I'm approached. Even then it would be awkward. Somehow I am rather silent and "unfriendly" in front of my relatives. Is this a different side of me that is finally showing? I don't know.
There's just something in me that's bothering and plaguing me but I don't know what it is. I guess this holiday period came at the right time. I really needed a peace of mind and to just put myself together. Maybe this is the time to rebuild myself. To know myself better and to understand others.
Hopefully everything will be fine.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Holy Month of Ramadan
Ever since fasting month started last monday, I have been getting sufficient sleep surprisingly. The ironic part is that since I have to wake up every morning at 4am for breakfast, people would think that I would have insufficient sleep instead. I have been feeling fresher than ever these days. Though I do have times when I feel really exhausted especially days when I have flights.
I have been reading this book called How To Be A Gentleman lately. Not that I want to borrow it but I was rather "forced" to. At least I got a free bag and bookmarks. Reading it was rather amusing because from all the descriptions the book gave about a gentleman , I have never actually seen a genuine gentleman in my life. Well this is probably my chance of being a gentleman and how fitting that this is Ramadan where men are suppose to be doing good deeds and well, just be a gentleman!
Okay, I keed! I can never be a gentleman. Its just not me. >.<
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)