Mayday Mayday

So yesterday was a very long day for me. Spent most of my time travelling to Seletar Airport.
On my way there, I revised and studied the theories while on the train.Flight Trainings is really not easy.
My schedules are all going haywire because of all the events I have.
Everything is in a mess. I feel like I'm putting too much priority on my flight lessons.
By end of this month I'm really gonna be dead.Okay I'm exaggerating again.
On that note, I don't know how I'm able to cope with my life.Its scary when i think of it.
Deadlines are approaching. CSM & HML still no progress.Will have to resort to meeting up I guess.
You have to look at my July schedule to see that I'm screwed.I need a moment of peace badly.

How I wish my life is smooth sailing. No one knows me that well.And i intend to keep it that way.
Everyone sees me as who I show them when I'm with them but that is not everything that I am.
Life is complicated because I choose it to be that way.For whatever reason that no one knows but me.
Perhaps its time I stop giving fake personas.Then again there's nothing fake about it.I hardly gave a persona.

My conclusion, be optimistic and positive and you will strive under any situation.Hopefully that is.
Ending off, I hope for the best and dread for the worst.

I REALLY NEED IT.